the hard part for me to live with is that you will never feel love at all, or be able to understand it, or run with it or cherish it. but you will never know sadness either, or loss, or what it's like to hurt and if you dont have one at least you have none of them. i hope you develope enough to understand that your just the same to all of us maybe even more because we get to see you grow and walk, and you light up every room you walk into and I think we all feel the same warmth just looking at you. there is something to special about spending time with you and even though we see you struggle, there is one thing you will never struggle with and that is happiness and i can't envy you for it, but i can appreciate it. you are special, and i have all the hope in the world for you. :)