This will be the last time I ever try and set the record. This isn't what being in love looks like, this is what being in love with someone looks like, and there's a huge difference between the two. Being in love with someone is visiting them at work, and kissing them during football games, and laying down on the floor with them after really really late nights, and sitting on bar stools wearing their jackets and holding their beer and laughing at all the stupid things they say, and grocery shopping, and lunch runs, and getting them out of third period every day, and feeding them skittles on your birthday, and kissing.. a lot of kissing, and walking down by the lake in august watching them fall in love with someone else and doing your very very best to be happy because they are, and giving them the decency to not cry in front of them, and watching stupid movies, and not being able to get over it. This is also what being pathetic looks like, it's never getting over these stupid moments, and wasting the time staying up on late nights with them, and trying your best to make them think that it all turned out good for you, even if it didn't. I am the prime example of when someone is looking for someone to save them, and finds that person, and then loses them and loses themself too. I AM NOT GOING TO GET OVER THE WAY I FEEL AROUND YOU, AND MY HEART WON'T BEAT ANY SLOWER WHEN YOU ARE AROUND, AND I'M STILL GOING TO WASTE POINTLESS NIGHTS WISHING WE HAD THIS BACK, but It will happen again, and it won't happen like this, but I'm just looking for someone to save me