and if by june i'm still alive

guess what, friday sucks. and if i'm sitting here giving myself six minutes to ignore you, or calling you back in two hours instead of one, and blogging about you. then you know you've got it bad. I've been thinking about you too much and I think it's just the absence. We've been thirty minutes away for the past four days, and I didn't know i wasn't worth the drive. I'll text you on tuesday, i'll try to wait until thursday but I might give in at ten and maybe even wednesday. I need to start living still, i hope your not a style